-anjoking-

Its all so sudden-

2010-01-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

Been feeling kind of down lately.

Maybe its because of the sad news that came from my friend's family?
Sort of affected my feelings and mood?

I dont know.

I just want a new me. A new me that's not lazy, messy, childish, stubborn, irresponsible, forgetful, not contented, etc.
But a independent, self discipline, hardworking, neat, respectful, easily contented and a happy me.

I need motivation!
I need tons of them.
Can anyone lend me a hand?
Brighten up my day?
Tell me what I should do now?

I feel so bad and down now.
Inferior.
Lack of confidence.
Looking down on myself.

why?

2009-11-11T10:42:00.000+08:00

Oh no! My family computer's DOWN! ):

VIRUS ATTACKED!

Scare me to death man. hahaha Cause there's a pop up at the bottom right hand corner that said "Your computer is being attack by a remote code.....more infomation: 852 1569 4282 " (not the actual numbers)

Can you imagine?! I'm already a computer idiot and something like that pop up how can I not be scared?! What if my info in the computer are being copy or whatever?!

OMG hahahaha Couldn't sleep that night till its 3+am. Gosh, had school at 8am on the same day. Super tired eh. Wondered if I've depression at that moment. hahahah. Stoned on the computer chair and my bed. Was dead dead tired before I on my com, however, became damn damn awake after I on it! Well, I guess its time for me to change it?!?! MUAHAHAHA What a marvellous idea isn't it? Come on, I know you agree with me(:

Anyway, school's HORRIBLE!
Quiz, tests are all coming and I'm super NOT NOT ready yet. Going to have a computer quiz this friday and I've got no idea how the program works at all. hahahah All I know is to click and click and draw nonsense. Ughhh. Next is Engineering Maths. CHIM. Lots of things to memorise. Things that are so so so different from Secondary school maths. hahahaha Okay I know I'm too old to talk about Secondary school maths now.

Random random.

My bag that darling bought spoiled! ): Heart pain to the max amorr. So expensive so nice yett.....
O'well, I'm getting another one soon! Maybe today?! hahahaha

Okays. Gotta go continue my FB games! (:

Suppressing..

2009-11-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

Feeling slightly better now.

Hate Myself.

2009-11-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Jealousy....

Jealous - inclined to or troubled by suspicions or fears of rivalry, unfaithfulness

Why do people have the feeling of jealousy? Why do people feel jealous when their loved ones get close to the opposite sex? Why do people often wonder who are they msging? Why are there so many whysss in my mind?!!

I detest myself for having these thoughts/feelings. Its horrible, I hate it!
Told myself many times its okay and its okay and it will be okayy....However, the feeling is still there. It'll only be gone for a while? It made me have mood swing.

I wasn't like that in the past. Totally nothing of it. Nope, I did not feel jealous when he's talking to girls. Nope, I did not feel jealous when he's msging other girls. Nope, I did not feel jealous when he helped other girls. But that's all in the past. I DO feel it now...and I want it to go away so badly!

I feel so inferior.
Looking at the girls who dressed and make up so nicely, makes me feel ugly and worthless.
Thought of changing, changing in the way I behave, dress and maybe have some make up on too. However, I know its impossible. I know I cant. I just know.
I hate dressing myself up to something that I feel uncomfortable in. I hate having make up on my face. I hate acting like a beautiful girl in the public.

I just want to be myself.....

I dont want to feel inferior when I'm with you. I dont want you to have the thought "wow that one pretty leh, that one not bad."
I dont want you to have those thoughts.... It made me feel you're somebody that need someone better..

Which I really think so that way.

Saw you glancing at other girls when we're out. I know its nothing wrong or whatever. I'm not stopping you to do that, its not wrong and its childish if I really do that. But it just made me feel kind of sad. I dont know why either...

I just hate myself now.

2009-10-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

I love you(:

Happy 1year Anniversary Tan Kee Jin!

It's been so long since I last posted! Been rather busy for the past few weeks. I'm back from Thailand on the 18th of October and right on the 19th, the school started. Gosh! hahaha It was a wonderful trip tho. It's sort of like a big big present that darling gave me for the 1year anniversary! (: Thank you darling!

Eh wait! He didn't pay for the air tickets or the accomodations. I paid them myself. hahaha HOWEVER, he paid for most of the things I bought there. hahahha and food too! He's so generous to me! :D

The photos we took are still in the memory cardsss. Couldn't find time to upload it or atleast save it to the computer. Or am I just simply lazy? hahahha

Oh well, celebrated our 1year anniversary this monday, which was yesterday! Guess what?! We SKIPPED SCHOOL for the entire day. Oh please dont think we're bad kids. hahahha We did our homework on Sunday night and planned to go school the next day. However, our eyes and body or whatever just couldn't seemed to be functioning! hahahha That explained why!

Sooo....we went to watch "The Deadly Tsunami" @ AMK hub. OMG It was an Marvellous movie I must say! Touching, shocking, heart breaking.. aiya go watch it and you will know. Its a great movie. Although it's weird to watch such a sad movie on a happy day, my boy and I enjoyed it!

Went to shopped and find our friend @ Vivo. Had Ben and Jerry's ice cream and it was AWESSOOMMMEEE(:
My boy had CHERRY GARCIA and of course CHUNKY MONKEY for me! We had the greatest scoop that Ben and Jerry's staff had ever scooped. hahaha Our friend works there luh dey:D

After that, we went to Youth Park and had our mini dinner. We weren't hungry yet due to the popcorns, drinks and corn dog that we had during the movie. So we shared a plate of Pork Belly Rice. SO NICE:D But for people who're on diet, you SHOULD NOT eat any part of it! hahahaha

And here comes the wonderful romantic awesome marvellous great touching happy memorable loving last part! (:
We went to took the Singapore Flyer! We saw the many many lights that Singapore have and many many things luh. hahahaha But most importantly, darling and I took tons of photos while we're inside the capsule. Both the night scenery and us :D I enjoyed the romantic time spend with you in that capsule!

Had lots and lots of fun with you yesterday!
Sorry for the emotional times. ):
Hope you like the video and celebration yesterday!
I love you!

2009-10-14T06:16:00.000+08:00

We're at the Singapore airport now(:
Waiting for the gate to open then we can board the plane!
Excited.
Happy.
YAY!(:

Thank you darling :D

2009-10-13T15:48:00.005+08:00

ANJOKING IS FLYING TO THAILAND TMR MORNING(:

WITH TAN KEE JIN DARLING, KENNETH KHOO & QI LIN!

2009-10-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

Hell Yeah!

Drummed for the juniors for both Saturday and Sunday(:
It was aweesssooommmeeee! hahahah They enjoyed throughout the race so am I amor! Saw the fire in them, it reminded me of how the year 2s were when we took part in Sava 08. The same gan jiong-ness, the same fighting spirit and the same mistakes that the year 2s made back then. hahahaha

Wondering if we were like that in the Sava 08 last year. Kept encouraging one another in the boat. As in from the loading area to the starting point. Kept repeating the strategies which we all already know. A pat on the shoulder before and after race....Its all the same I guess(:

I'm happy to say that I've enjoyed drumming for the girls! They're great!
Thank you girls(:

Although they did not manage to get any medals, plate or trophy, they showed the seniors some results. Wonderful results actually :D

Okay will post pictures when they upload onto FB or something!

xoxo(:

2009-10-09T21:56:00.001+08:00

OOoouuuuUU..........

My muscles are freakinnnn torn! hahahaha Went for training ytd and it was omg. I must say that I'm really SUPER WEAK now! Gosh shame on ME!

Anw, tmr I'm gonna be the drummer for the girls! (:

Jia You and all the best for everyone kays! Be ready to hear my SHOUTINNNGGGGG :D

ECCCHOOOO AH!

Will update again(:

2009-10-08T03:14:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for you to get home safely.
I'm waiting to receive a "darling I'm home." msg.
Didn't want to msg you so many times to ask if you're still there.
Cause I dont want to irritate you while having fun with friends.
Stay up till now when I've training tmr at 7.30am.
Because I care, I'm worried, I want you to be home safely before I sleep.

2009-10-08T00:25:00.001+08:00

BORED.

Feeling so bored now. Ughhh
Darling went out with his friends. They went pooling and clubbing. Actually darling didn't know they plan to go clubbing, but since he's already with them so yeah he went too. I wanted to go as well, but there are no girls there and I bet I dont know most of the guys there too. hahahha Please people, I've never been to a club before that's why I wanna go there so much! I wanna see how's things and people in there like....WILD?! SEXY?! hahahaha Aye I'm still a teenager now mar, so of course I must at least go to the places that young people usually go right?! At least ONCE mar(:

Anw, darling said he'll be bringing me to Thailand's clubs. Hmmm...I'm wondering why cant it be Singapore clubs?!

Dark secrets?! Things that I cannot know?!?

BWAHAHAHAHA. Think too much I guess. Heh heh(:

Well, will be going for Dragon Boat training tmr! No, I did not join back Dragon Boat. They just need some drummers for them on their upcoming race this 10 and 11 October at Bedok Reservior. So, of course I wanted so much to be on that boat again luh! :D Tmr's training will be damn relax for me I think. Morning run is optional to drummers. hahahha Means I do not need to be there actually, but I WANT TO! I wanna run with them(: hahahaha

Oh please make sure the sun is good good tmr, CAUSE ANJOKING WANTS TO TAN!

Okay luh think I'm gonna be stuck at facebook till I'm really tired already.

xoxo.

2009-10-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

Came across this video in youtube showing a 4 year old girl missing. Hmm...yes its very true that the parents will be feeling damn bad horrible sad angry worried.....blah blah blah. But what about that 4 year old little girl? Doesn't she wants to be back with Daddy Mummy? All she can do is to cry and not know what really happened.. Isn't that sad?

Why on Earth do such people exist? Are they born to take away people's child and turn them into beggars?And there are people using that title to post things that are not related to it at all. WTH?

Sorry just feel kinda ......I also dont know what I'm feeling now. hahahaha
But I just cant imagine myself losing someone like that. As in, in this way, in this manner. I dont want and never wish it will happen in my life or any other ppl's.

Can you imagine when you're out with somebody you love so deeply then suddenly he/she disappeared? In a foreign country? Thats what happen to that little girl. She went missing while having a holiday with her family.

Omg, if I'm the one getting lost in a foreign country, not knowing how to communicate with them, not knowing how to contact or get back to my friends, hotel, family, I think I just cry like shit man. And pray hard that no bad guys get me or something. ughhhh

Gosh.. I will definitely keep my children close to me in the future. I dont wanna lose them this way or another.

2009-10-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hello(: This are the photos Pauline and I took. Erm I'm lazy to add caption to the photos luh. :)

Just some random and stupid shots. hahaha But we enjoyed taking this type of photos leh!

BYE(:

2009-10-06T21:11:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA.

Had so much fun with darling today(:
We went cycling at East Coast park. We cycled for like +/- 2 hours! Omg That's so so long. At least its super long to me now. hahahaha Awww I'm really old, used to run and cycle for so long and not find it tiring. But now, awww anjoking is really ageing....hahahaha

Although its just some normal cycling at ECP, I'm really happy to spend the day with my dearest boy(: Its been so long since we last go out to play like that already! Thank you darling(:
I bet my thighs are gonna ache like @$%^$@%$!#%$^@ tmr! Especially when I first got out of bed. Double decker bed people. Gosh....

Anyway, I'm free tmr!
Anyone wanna go out shopping, tanning ........whatever.?
Ask me out! :D

2009-10-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody,

I cant wait any longer for the Thailand trip! hahahha
I'm so so looking forward to it man! Its the first time I'm taking a plane with my dearest boy(: Wonder what will the feeling be like. hahahaha

Although the plane ride is only a few short hours, its the time spend together that matters right! :D

Anw, thank God so so much man. The thing that I made was auto saved! I did not lose anything other than thousands of brain cells. hahahha Phew~

Cant wait to give you the surprise and present! Cant wait to see your reaction, cant wait any longer for that day to come(:
Iloveyou.

2009-10-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

Omg my computer is giving up on me!
It just cant stop hanging! Lagging!

Just did something for darling and I NEVER SAVE before it HANNNGGGEEDDD!

Well, I still keep the window open, hoping for some miracles to happen!

PLEASE! Dont make it all gone! MY EFFORT!!! ): ):

SUN TANNING WAS AWEEESSOOOMMME(:

2009-10-01T01:54:00.001+08:00

Yes! Went tanning with Cherryl(:
It was an aweesomee day man. We talked about everything, atleast its a lot of things luh. hahahaa Talked about our sweet sweet boys, friends and etc etc... Hmmm actually its difficult to talk to somebody that you've not met for a long time about how you really feel/felt about certain things. However, the words just came out from our mouth like we knew and understand each other long long time wor.(: Its good tho.

And CHERRYL!!! I'm soooo sooo RED now! I turned lobster red before I went for tuition. They kept looking at my face.-.- hahahaha My whole back and shoulder were burnt. Ppaaaiinnn...

After tanning we went to shop at Vivo for awhile before she left for prayer meeting and I for tuition. Got this new student today. Its a primary 3 girl named Mica. Fillipino I think. Omg why am I fated to teach Fillipinos?! hahaha

No offence please(:

Her mum scared me initially tho. Well, actually she scared me throughout. Ughhh I feel so pressurized. Once I sat down on the chair, her mother started questioning me! I just feel like "NO! I dont want to teach anymore. I want to leave now!" . I still feel it this way now! Ughhh

Aunty: So...what are you studying now?

Me: Marine Engineering.

Aunty: At where?

Me: Singapore Poly.

Aunty: Okay...then which year are you in?

Me: Year 2.

Aunty: *Nod her head* Then which secondary school are you from?

Me: Canberra Secondary.

Aunty: Uh. Where is it?

Me: Its at Sembawang.

Aunty: Oh....Cann...Bear...Raa.

Me: Ya.

Aunty: Okay, maybe you will want to go through some of her school books first to see what you are preparing to teach.

Me: Okay. *started flipping through*

Aunty: She got some English homework.

Me: Oh okay I'll teach her.

Then she walked away to her room. OMG Can you imagine?! Do you feel damn stress and pressurized?!
I DOOO!

Gosh! I've to endure atleast 8 lessons before I quit. Furthermore, I've to give the agency atleast one week notice if I'm quitting. God please help me!

Oh please! She's having her first English paper 1 on 5th of October which is NEXT MONDAY leh! Mission Impossible?! Get her to write PROPER GRAMMER PROOF ENGLISH IN LESS THAN A WEEK?! Hope that I'll be able to do that. *screaaammsssss*

Okay, shan complain anymore. Anw, tmr I'm having family dinner tmr at some......Dont really know where we're eating actually. Darling's coming with me of course! (:
After that we're going to Pauline's house to have a mini BBQ! HURRAY(: Well, wonder if I can still eat after the family dinner... hahahah :D
OF COURSE I CAN LUH! Who am I?! ANJOKING LEH :D

Hopefully, I'll get to take some photos tmr. Then I'll post it here(: BYE!

OH OH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERRYL!(:

HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY TO EVERYONE!

2009-09-24T02:48:00.000+08:00

Ola~

*stretching.
Yeah woke at at 12+ am just now. Slept at 8+pm earlier on. Dead dead tired. hahaha Stayed up all night yesterday to wait for the results. Nope it did not came out at 2am, not 4am either, but only at 5.39am! Shocked to see the school mail man. I went to cook maggie mee around 5.30am and when I'm back TaDahh! Its there! hahahaha

Great job and keep it up(: Both darling and I got good results I can say. Atleast its good enough for us already. We're very happy with it. This must be the best semester results we had ever gotten for the past one year or so. Our GPA reached 3(: Okay it may sounds Cheh, 3 only what. But hello, we dont usually get the number 3 in our GPA okay! Anw, I'm proud of you!(:

Was dead tired just now. I used com a while, yeah its really awhile. I actually dozed off a few times within 10 minutes? hahaha I knew my body couldn't take it anymore after not sleeping for more than 24hrs and for working the whole morning today. So I'm off to sleep at 8+pm. And I'm blogging now after I had finished my maggie mee(:

Woke up at 12+am because darling msged me(: We texted for like 1 hour? hahahha. Thats long right. Its was a nice and hmmm.... touching conversation? heh heh :D
Atleast we got to know what each other really thinks and feels. Understand each other more too!

Anw, I cancelled my tuition today. Wasn't in the mood or state to go for tuition today. hahaha Felt kinda restless blurry dazed oh whatever. hahahaha Or maybe its just plain lazy?! :X

Working tmr again. Boring~
Dont like working at all. ):
Today's work was oh my goodness. I hate it. It's not my first time working there eh, and full time guy kept nagging at me. Kept pointing this and that in almost everything I did. Okay I admit that yes I do forgot some of the things, but hello! Stop being so irritating and annoying.

That full time guy's name is Absheek. (Abi Shake)
He was conducting a mini explanation to the first timers today and I did joined in for AWHILE. Yes, its only awhile, den I walked away to the back and did other stuff myself. I dont wanna listen to him that irritating action pack. Although he explained some of the things I forgotten or didn't even know, I dont wanna learn it from him. I just continue doing my stuff myself, he didn't care either. (: Thats good! hahahha

Okay enough of him.

Yip Yip Hurray! (or is it Hip Hip Hurray? Both sounds fine to me tho :x)
Darling, me and friends are going on a Thailand trip this october(: Darling said it'll be a 5days 4 night thingy. Gonna have two suite rooms with one living room. So girls will be sleeping in one room of course and guys will be in another. Btw, one of the guys volunteered to be the chairperson of the living room! (Ting zhang) Why? I dont know. hahaha Think maybe he's scared that he's snoring will disturb others? Dont like sleeping with friends?! hahahaha I really dont know. Oh wait! Maybe he wanna protect us?! hahaha Intruders must pass the living room to the rooms what, so yeah think he wanna be alert and protect his dearest baby in the room with us wor! hahaha :x Opps. Glad that he doesn't read my blog!(:

Okays! Its 2.44am now and I think my noodles are already being have digested. That means I'll go sleep again! Eyes getting tired too. Well people Good night!:D

Remember the things we said and promised today. It'll definitely last(:
Stay strong, I'll be your full time listener. I love you!

xoxo.

2009-09-23T05:33:00.000+08:00

Hey there,

Just saw a sentence that makes me wonder.

"There are no ugly women, but only lazy women."

How true can that be? I'm thinking if I belong to the lazy women catergory. I do not dress up like I used to already ever since I left church. I feel that its not neccessary to dress so nicely to school tho. They are all boys and only a small number of girls in a class. So why dress up like barbie doll? hahahaha

Okay I know its a form of respect to others by presenting yourself nicely. Wait, I did not wear home clothes to school of course! I wore something presentable yet casual(: I find that wearing those casual clothes makes me feels comfortable and myself! (normal t-shirts, shorts, slippers)

Well, sometimes I did thought of dressing up again, like how I used to. However, there are no occasions for me to do that at the moment. hahahaha Hmmm, I did on birthday celebrations and some other special days, but these days do not come every fortnight.

Girl....We should learn how to dress up and make ourselves look pretty and attractive right? hhahhaa. Sometimes I felt so awkward to be wearing those dresses or leggings or some girly stuffs out. Uncomfortable.

Anw, I've been waiting for my results since....just now. Like from 12am onwards? Gosh It's 5.30 now and I'm still waiting. Darling told me the results will be out at 2am, then later 4am. Hmmm but its 5.30am now. ): Omg my beauty sleep. hahaha Neh, I've already decided not to sleep since the results were coming out at 4am, so yeah gonna continue waiting and not going to compromise after waiting for so long!

Gonna go cook maggee mee now.
My mouth just cant stop moving.....

xoxo(:

2009-09-23T02:54:00.000+08:00

Omg I took this quiz on Facebook. Its quite accurate tho. (:
Sometimes I do wonder why do I feel....I dont know just kinda pissed, sad all of a sudden. Okay it may sounds like I'm having a mood swing or something, but after I read the answer, I'm kinda like "Yeah, agree!" hahahaha Maybe thats the reason amor.

Title of quiz : What Do You Need Most In a Relationship?

Answer:

You tend to be doubtful about the status of your relationships. You always fear that the end might sneak up on you and y...ou would once again go through the pain and embarrassment of loosing the person you love to someone else.Past relationships have left you with a pessimistic way of thinking and you constantly need reassurance.You want someone who needs and loves you just as much and you need and love them. You want to believe your lover only has eyes for you.

2009-09-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hey hey people(:

I'm thinking if I should change to wordpress eh. The format like not bad eh. Simple and yeah simple(: hahahaha

One of my friend is using wordpress and omg looks so....cool! Think I'll go make a account in wordpress and consider again!

xoxo.

2009-09-18T20:01:00.001+08:00

Anjo King is fucking pissed off now.
Damn bad mood.
You always dont understand what I actually want.
Its never enough.

I want to go a place where everyone loves me.
A place where everybody gives me the attention I need.
A place where there's no stress no fear!

I hate myself.
I hate it to the core!

2009-09-18T17:35:00.003+08:00

O man!

Wanted to upload tons of photos Pauline and I took yesterday over at her house. However, after I uploaded all the photos into blogger, its all in a mess! Gosh, I tried arranging it, but it was terrible. hahaha So yeah wait till tonight or so then I'll post them.

Had a sleepover at her house yesterday and of course we took many many pictures(: Its been so so long ever since we camwhore together, thus we made use of our time wisely last night! We also had a heart to heart talk. Can you believe or guess how much time we spend talking last night?! We started talking on and off around 12 plus. Then supper. Aftermath, went back to help her mama change sofa cover. hahahha What the heck?! Its 2 plus reaching 3am and we're changing sofa cover instead of sleeping?! Who on Earth does that? hahahaha

Well, the Teo's family does(:

Okay back to how long our talk lasted. We both laid on her bed and talked till 6am. Thats super long and early. hahaha. Our eyes we damn damn tired and dry, but we just cant stop talking. hahaha.

I'm so bored at home now. Darling went to his fish competition and I've nothing to do. ): Supposed to have tuition at 4pm, but it was cancelled because she wanted to change the time from 4pm to 6pm. I cant make it tho. I've got another tuition kid at 8pm. So yeah, its postpone to next week.

By the way, I doubt I'll continue working at the Bishan kids art thing already. Its uber boring! During the weekends its still acceptable, but when it comes to weekdays...Damn. You can just kill me. hahahah. I sat, stand, read, yawned, walked, day dreamed.....and the time was still passing on so slowly. I even finished reading the last quarter of the book that darling gave me. Can you imagine how boring the job was and how bored I felt?!

Fortunately, during the week that I've work, music were played. Not by my boss of course, she even asked them to lower down the volume and turn the speaker to another direction): Its by HSBC and Standard Chartered. They're having a road show you see :D

Okay then will blog again tonight. Gonna find things to do online now before I'm bored to death. See ya(:

2009-09-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

G-Force and off day(:

Gonna watch G-force with darling today. Tuesday!
I'm off today=no work=rest=play=happy!
Cant wait for my Thailand trip(:
Cant wait to drum for the girls(:
Cant wait to meet darling:D

2009-09-14T00:50:00.000+08:00

Phew!

Finally my legs are resting now.

Been standing for the past two days.

From morning till night.

My leegggssss!

Started that mini part-time job for two days already.

Tomorrow's the third standing day. OMG.

My leeeggggssss again!

I need rest now! BYE(:

2009-09-12T00:41:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I really hate myself.

Hate myself for being like this.

Dont know what I actually what.

Sorry for everything.

PRACTICE SAFE SEX. PLEASE USE IT! bwahahaha

2009-09-11T17:52:00.002+08:00

PRACTICE SAFE SEX & USE IT

~~Bwahahahaha:x~~

2009-09-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

Yay!(: Just finished baking chocolate cookies! Phew~ finally I've succeded in baking hard cookies. hahaha. Been trying for so so many times to bake solid hard chocolate cookies, but it all turned out soft. This time its better! hahahha. Hard(: not too hard luh. Normal normal loh
. AYE, what?! My cookie taste nice okay(: FABULOUS!

Woke up very early today and went to Bukit Batok for tuition. Dragged myself there actually. hahaha I felt uber tired and sleepy! Anyway, I planned to take a short nap and harvest my crops in Farmville when I reached home. However, before I could reach home, the sudden urge of baking cookies came to me! So yeah, went to buy the ingredients. Reached home and started baking.

Ate maggie while baking too. hahhaa Its so time saving(: While waiting for the baked cookies to cool, or bake, I eat my lunch!

And now, after all this busy busy tuition and baking, I'm going to give tuition again @ 8pm. Gosh...Heh heh but!! The tuition kid is staying at Woodlands luh. So yeah not that bad afterall. Furthermore, $$$'s coming to me soon! Gonna reach the 8th lesson next week(: Cheers people!

Actually, I shouldn't even be home this afternoon. Planned to go sun tanning with Cherryl, but it rained since morning till early afternoon. Thus, no sun=no tanning=go home.

Okay I'm gonna go check out my crops at Farmville again!(:

2009-09-09T22:36:00.001+08:00

Hello Everybody(:

Say hello to 090909!
I've an AWEESOOOME day today! :D

Went to Sentosa alone for the first time! hahaha. No, I'm not scared at all although I always need people to accompany to places. Heh heh! ANJO BECAME MORE INDEPENDENT today because she's turning 19 this year! (:

Went tanning alone at Tanjong Beach. Tanjong Beach is good man. Atleast I love it luh. Its quiet because only a small number of people know about it and people normally go there with their dogs. Its the sort of beach for dogs luh(: hahaha

Saw 2 Husky and 2 Maltese today. OMG the 2 Husky were so so active and playful, but there're equally obedient! So rare to see Husky so obedient eh. And and and!!! While I was tanning my back, 1 of the Maltese ran to me! hahaha. So I pat and stroke it for awhile before it started climbing onto my back! Gosh! My whole back was full of sand. hahaha The owner of that little bugger was trying get it of my back. heh heh heh. And she kept saying one sentence to me other than calling out for that bugger.

Little girl: Your back all sand eh. COOKIE!

Me: heh heh heh ...hahhahaha...

Little girl: COOKIE! Your back all sand already.

Little girl: "repeating"

And finally that little bugger full of sand and soak with seawater was caught! Leaving my back full of wet/dry sand sitting on my towel helplessly. hahahha.
Its fun tho(: people around me were laughing :D

Oh yeah, found a new job before I start working @ the Fullerton Hotel for the F1 event. (:

Its a.....quite easy job I can say. Then..will earn about 55 bucks a day. Its from 10.30am to 9.30pm luh. That means whole day wor D: No time go play already. Other than that have off days luh. Quite a number of it actually(: The schedule is flexible too. However, some of the days that I agreed to work on clashes with my tuition days. So yeah gonna talk to the mama of the kids to make some changes.

Yes! $$$ coming in to me!(: So when I'm in Thailand, I can buy many many many things!

And nope! Darling did not take any photos at all! Heh heh heh Yes, I'm a little little bit disappointed luh. Wanna have a good laugh actually but aww.... hhahaha Not to bad luh, I asked him to wear my sister's bright pink shades the next day so I can like try to use my imagination and think how did he looked the other night.

Wanted to watch Final Destination, but received tons of bad ratings from our friends. So yeah, gonna watch other movies tmr with darling right after my tuition(: Haven't decide what movie to watch yet tho.

But most importantly, I'm very happy today :D

It's a great 090909 for me!

It's also a new start for me and darling(:
- ps: Great job today darling! Keep it up yo(: -

OMG I WANTED TO END THIS POST ALREADY! BUT MY EX DRAGONBOAT COACH CAME TO TALK TO ME IN MSN. HE ASKED ME TO HELP DRUM IN THE NEXT SAVA RACE! WHAT AN AWESOMEEEE AWESSOMME DAY FOR ME!

How I wish I'll be so happy like today(:

I know with you I can!

2009-09-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

Can you believe it?! I'm watching Courage the Cowardly Dog in youtube! hahahhaa. Omg I'm so bored. ): Its the sort of 2nd day of my hols but I'm home watching cartoon to entertain myself. Gosh! What happened to my freakinnnn life?! hahaha Anw I ~~LIKE~~ LOVE COURAGE THAT CARTOON(:

Darling's working tonight. So I'm at home rotting. hahaha
His friend had some wedding dinner tonight, so ask if he's free to help loh. heh heh not bad got $$(:

Working as a Bouncer outside a VIP pub or club I think. HAVE TO WEAR SUNGLASSES WOR! BWAHHAHA..
Yeah I laughed when he told me that too! Wonder how he look(:
I told him to take pictures to show me, and if he did, hahaha you guys get to see it too!! Heh heh I'll post it kay(:

Bye I'm going back to COURAGE:D

2009-09-05T18:29:00.001+08:00

O LEH O LEH O LEH...!(:

Yay x1852148952 times! BWAHAHHAA

Come on someone tell me what am I having now.

I'M HAVING MY HOLIDAYSSS(:<br>

My wo.....won...WONDERFUL ho...holl...HOLIDAYS ARE HERE:D

Gonna go enjoy my sunny sunny SUN(:

Gonna make my lungs store more more air!

Gonna make my heart tired! HAHAHAH

More air means more oxygen when I run luh. Heart tired=heart rate fast=running!

Okays den gonna post some photos soon!

2009-09-04T05:51:00.003+08:00

來大家跟我一起站起來！跟我一起說一便, 金棌綾等一下就考完試了. 哈哈哈哈太棒了耶!!

Yes everybody, I'm having my holidays later! hahaha Its gonna start later at 11.10am(: Although I've a paper at 9am, I'm already in holiday mood. Ughh. Anyway, I've just finished hugging the buddah's leg! Omg, luckily I managed to hug it man. Have like 1-2 days to study for this last last final paper, but I just slack and slack and slack....never study a tiny single bit till just just now. heh heh!

Oh yesh of course I've plans right after that! hahahah. Gonna meet up with some old old friends which I've not seen for YEARS! Amazing eh? hahaha Brenda and I gonna help Choon Hoe and Yee Meng celebrate their birthday. Although its belated, but hey the its the heart and sincerity that matters right? (: Hope to get some pictures tmr to post here too! (ps: their brothers, not twins)

Unfortunately, VERY unfortunately, I've to leave darling kee jin alone right after exams right at the start of holidays. Ain't I bad? ):

Sorry darling! Will go out with you during the holidays! hahahaha Fear not we have many many many......days!

THAILAND TRIP(:

Yeah I'm going Thailand with darling and friends! OMG sounds so interesting exciting AWESOMMME(: Bwahahhahaha.

Please people if you want to send me your order list feel free then(:

eg: Cheap t-shirts, dresses, bags, slippers, blahh....

Come on don't be shy :D

Okay then, its 5.49am now and....I'm gonna go study a tiny bit more then breakfast then bathe den WISH ME LUCK!(:

2009-09-01T00:15:00.001+08:00

There are times when I just want to feel like a small little girl....(:

2009-08-30T17:54:00.001+08:00

Anjo just couldn't stop day dreaming and study! *roll eyes

Spend hours in the Macdonald with Fahmy and Darling. Yes, they managed to study and get things into their head. But I couldn't stop day dreaming and watching the soccer channel on Macdonald's tv. hahaha. First time I'm so interested in soccer eh. Looks fun but, need to be damn damn skill to play on that green green greeny field! I can never do that. Heh heh!

Cant wait for holidays man. Please please faster come to meee!

And oh! Buddah please let me hug your leg the day before my papers okay? Thanks:D

Holidays Pleaseee!

2009-08-27T17:17:00.000+08:00

Woah! After so long and so many many hours spend on mugging, I've only finished 2 papers! There are still 2 more to go next week! ARGHHH. Around half of the things I've mugged came out? No no no. Its that I've only remembered half of the things I've mugged during the exams. Yeah that sounds much better. Hahaha:x

Anyway, I want to get my E63 today! AnjoKing wants the BLACK one.KeeJin's RED. Then we'll have couple phone! :) Yesh, so waiting for mummy to phone me den vrooomm..OFF TO GET IT! BWAHAHAHA SCREAMSSSSS*

Oh yeah, I'm so so happy when I thought of....HOLIDAYS!
Although its not here yet. And its not really coming yet. Coming as in really Comingg! Hahaha

But just a thought of it like yay after 2 more papers, next week I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL FOR AWHILE! Even though it's awhile but HELLO! to people like me its DAMN DAMN WONDERFUL seh:O clapss clapss*

Gonna go do lots X1234586954 of things! (:

Gonna go exercise!
Go shopping!
Go SUN TANNING!
Go overseas!
Go many many more luh. Work too eh to get money for all those things that I'm planning to do! HEH HEH.

Anjo is feeling happy because she's getting her new phone later :D
But she is feeling damn uncomfortable and irritated because her boyfriend and her quarrelled just now. BOOS.
(Sorry for saying the things that I shouldn't, I didnt mean it that way.)

Okays gonna go look for new songs(:
BYE!

2009-08-24T11:02:00.001+08:00

First Paper Today!
Starts at 4pm!
Wish me luck.

Anjoking all the best yo!

2009-08-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO:D

Nothing special happened today. Except that I did not study for the whole day? hahaha.
Went to North Point at Yishun to get darl's nephew's photos because tonight 12am sharp is little Benedict Chia birthday! He's finally 1 year old now(: We made him an photo album with little little post sticks in it. Little Ben is so cute! Btw, there will be a celebration at his house tmr! So..I'll post some peektures tmr kay(:

Promised darl to study later. okay okay I did not manage to complete the paper I mentioned in the previous post :X. BWahahaha. Phew, nobody dare me anyway!

O'well, post again tmr:D

2009-08-20T00:53:00.003+08:00

Omg Hungry Ghost Festival started like one hour ago! Gosh!%#$!!##$@@#%*%^#

And would you want to sleep in this room with this kinda bed during the Hungry Ghost Festival?! I DONT WANT! HAHAHA. Okay luh I know even if it's normal days nobody would want to sleep there. You got your nice cosy bed FULL of cushion, feather pillows, dearie little bearssss and aircon right. :D

But dont you think this picture looks eerie? I mean when its at night! BWAHAHAHA.

Anyway, went to watch "WHERE GOT GHOST?" with darl's family! HAHAHAHA. IT'S FUNNY! :DD
heh heh. I laughed, darling laughed too(: And btw, he laughed so loud! (I bet the other corner of the cinema can hear him.:x) hahahaha oops.

NO! I'm not slacking. I did study in the afternoon alright! (: Went to the library with darling and did like almost one paper? hahaha Cant finish doing because I've not finish studying every unit yet. ): I'M GONNA FINISH IT TOMORROW! BWAHHAHAHA! Who's gonna dare mee?!! :D

Oh I almost forgot! Jie jie went back to the hostel already, which means I'll have to sleep alone in the dark dark room! awww mann. Hmm although MIMI did accompany me in my room when I'm alone sleeping, I'm still scared! HAHAHAA. SHAME SHAME! However, darling did came over to have overnight study sessions with me! So, of course not scared liao luh! :D THen.. I think I'll ask him to come more often to have overnight studying session! BWAHAHAHHAA. What a smart girl Anjo is eh?! :)

C'mon Dont Be Jealous! Heh heh.

2009-08-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

Exams are just around the corner. Been mugging for the past few days, but it's not very successful. HAHAHA. Please! Someone give me a hard slap to wake me up! The huge pile of notes, the numbers unable to understand formulass. Gosh!

Anyway, met up with Pauline this afternoon. Talked about things that's in our tiny heart.(: Although it's just a short time spend together, we enjoyed it. Right Pauline? Was actually studying with darling and friends, but spend like one hour talking to Pauline. Bwahahaha. Didn't study much today too.

There are times when I just can't understand the formulas, notes, teacher's examples. It made me lose my temper and felt damn stress; and irritated! ): Boos. Exams are.....one of the things that scares me.

Had an interview this Thursday and it was damn damn scary! Had a one to one interview with my module lecturer. She's an Indian woman in her 30's. We had to seat about 2 tables away from her in the interview. That means, she'll be able to see your facial expressions super clearly! As in when you're nervous or scared your face will look gan jiong right? BWAHAHA. I admit mine look super gan jiong! Anyway, I'm super glad that darling helped me in the preparation. Some of the questions that we spotted did came out for the interview and of course, I managed to answer those without much problems.(: However, there were still some unexpected questions which my given answers were somewhat ridiculous. *slaps! Oh by the way, it's some kind of job interview thing. So we had to submit an advertisment regarding the job you're applying for.

Yikes! It's 10.25pm now and I told myself to start studying at 10.30pm. So..gonna go be a super big MUGGER NOW!